gelsomina, no good to anyone ([info]small_bird) wrote,
@ 2004-01-30 23:52:00
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tales of the franco-martin household





i made sure to choose very unflattering pictures of myself because they amuse me. stories behind every one, none worth elaborating on.

i'm feeling trapped in myself, in the words that i write. i don't think a single soul on earth could say they honestly cared about me. strangely, this isn't so much a catharsis or cry for help as a relation, and one that doesn't really matter. i bought a twelve dollar italian vogue. i can't really say that i care much about anything anymore, the lack of human kindness in my life has turned me into a doormat. even when people try to talk to me i reject conversation because i've forgotten how to socialize at all. c'est la vie.

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[info]soimasquare
2004-01-31 06:49 am UTC (link)
face looks skinny.
i wish i was you guys; youre cute.
shut up, i always love you even when you dont think so but YOU KNOW IT DEEP DOWN, YOU DO.
im just a stupid busy with college apps to turn in...and now theyre in and im done and im free and im still a stupid busy but less busy, i guess.
and i didnt do this on purpose:

look how they[our shirts] both bulge accordingly around the breast area making the picture looked stretched and skewed. skinny club, here i come.

and i undeleted my journal long enough so i could post this. thats love.

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[info]sparklytoesies
2004-01-31 07:04 am UTC (link)
HAHAHAHAHA,

i checked my friends-of list at the exact moment you undeleted your journal. i love you and me and fat more than anything.



AND FOR GOD'S SAKE, REVIVE YOUR FUCKING MIX TAPE COMMUNITY.

call me tomorrow?

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[info]sparklytoesies
2004-01-31 07:08 am UTC (link)
holy shit, ask ryan: i have been considering getting my septum pierced for months now! jesus, tiana is like the hot scene version of shallow me.


another thing: i mean the lack of human kindness in the general vicinity. iowa is not a place where people like me. they actually think i'm weird, as opposed to california where i'm a stereotype like any other. here i'm a freak and it's getting to me.

and: loserishly enough, all the people who used to be nice to me on livejournal have decided to suddenly ignore me. so i go through an inane posting period. okay, enough explaining, have a nice friday, you nice thing.

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[info]blinktowake
2004-01-31 09:05 pm UTC (link)
I envy you girls and your neutral milk hotel boob bulges.

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